Friday, May 31, 2013
Just a check in! Alot has happened in a few months i guess. I'm dating a girl named jamie, I know her from high school, she's 3 yrs younger than me, which that and her personality might be a problem. I've been working at station house, if you keep up you will remember that's the bar I was barred from for a year and a half. Pride was a few weeks ago, it was very exhausting. The big news is Taylor Made is making his debut at station house tomorrow night, kind of scared. I worked for the state for a short time, I got fired because I was trained wrong. The boss told me so. Figuring things out again, I have to make sure i'm healthy and that in itself is an adventure.
Sunday, March 17, 2013
broke up
AMber and i broke up on the 15 of march. I think it was right around one year. I couldn't do it anymore. I need to focus on me and keeping my life together, i'm doing better for now. Just thought I'd write that, have fun.
Sunday, March 10, 2013
So I guess it was Oct 17 2012 that I was diagnosed with pdd nos. It's a type of autism, like aspergers. From what I understand aspergers affect three or more areas of your life where as pdd nos affect 1 or 2. I haven't really accepted the fact yet, it's really hard to do that. I'm 24 and got diagnosed when i was 23, it explains alot of things which kind of makes it worse.
Shary's been gone 4 mos now and our birthdays have passed. It was a little hard but not as hard as I thought because she's still with me in spirit. Her parents are making her a bench at washington park. I seen them for our bdays, it was pretty nice.
And as for me and amber we got back together in october on our would be 2 mos anniversary. Our anniversary of our first day is coming up in april? I hope thats right. She lives 2 hrs away from me, and works alot. So right now we only communicate by phone, maybe when she gets a laptop we will skype? never know.
I can't help but think how alike me and ami are turning out to be. I've never been a copy cat, ive been the exact opposite actually, but the ways we are alike aren't really anything I can help. She was autistic.
So as my life continues wether its an up or a down time I have this blog it's not just about being gay, or my past anymore it's my novel to my life. The life of someone who is gay, kind of a boy, autistic, 24 year old trying to figure out life.
I'm changing the name of this and redesigning it now so this is my update.
Shary's been gone 4 mos now and our birthdays have passed. It was a little hard but not as hard as I thought because she's still with me in spirit. Her parents are making her a bench at washington park. I seen them for our bdays, it was pretty nice.
And as for me and amber we got back together in october on our would be 2 mos anniversary. Our anniversary of our first day is coming up in april? I hope thats right. She lives 2 hrs away from me, and works alot. So right now we only communicate by phone, maybe when she gets a laptop we will skype? never know.
I can't help but think how alike me and ami are turning out to be. I've never been a copy cat, ive been the exact opposite actually, but the ways we are alike aren't really anything I can help. She was autistic.
So as my life continues wether its an up or a down time I have this blog it's not just about being gay, or my past anymore it's my novel to my life. The life of someone who is gay, kind of a boy, autistic, 24 year old trying to figure out life.
I'm changing the name of this and redesigning it now so this is my update.
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