Well another girl has came and gone. She was pretty cool and pretty. She had an awesome personality, but she wasn't mature enough for me. She got me in alot of trouble, but unfortunately for circumstances, I think if the situation had been different, we would have just had a huge fight and still be together. I miss her everyday. I still see her when I'm at one specific place. But I can't talk to her, and she can talk to me. That has to be the most difficult part of this break-off there is.
A friend once said, if you love something set it free, if it comes back it's yours.
IDK if she will come back later down the road, but if we are both still like this minus her lying, i hope she does.
ONce I publish this, it's included in the past, not the present, nor the future. I miss her like crazy, I wish I could yell at her and it could go back to the way it was. Right now, that's not a good idea and It can't happen, so I have to make do with pretending to be happy. This says it all:
It's easy going out on Friday night
Easy every time I see her out
I can smile, live it up
The way a single guy does
But what she, what she don't know
Is how hard it is to make it look so
Easy
I have to pretend this is true. And hopefully eventually it will be or she will come back. I wish I knew how she felt
